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Have yourself a Merry Christmas!
FELIZ NATAL!
KUNG HIS HSIN NIEN BING CHU SHEN TAN!
SUN TAN CHUK HA HE!
FELIZ NAVIDAD!
SELAMAT HARI NATAL!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
MALIGAYANG PASKO!
WHATEVER!!! hehe
hehehehehe
To my family and realtives...BSCoE1, 2, 3, 4 and 5, ECE1, 2, 3, 4 and 5...divinians, mambangnanerz, cabanatuanios, gapangagnerz, wesleyanians, friends, superfriends, special friends(hehe...with "s"? hehe)...and other friends all over the world(international superstar???hehe)...and enemies, and pets...hehe and everyone! hehe gists ko?! hehe
Nothing! hehe just a simple greeting from a simple but cute person like me...hehe well ah, it's the birthday of my twin brother(hehe i wish), the Son of the Father, who is also my father, your father, and their father, and our father...(holy be thy name...thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven...hehe)...have you guys greeted Him already??? hehe i guess so...hehe well let's all thank Him for this wonderful season...yeah, 2009 knocked all of us off with the worst things this world can offer, especially those who were damaged by the typhoons, and other tragedies and catastrophes...ah, of course, i know, it's not easy to feel alright after you know, all these sufferings and pains, like loosing the ones we love(i know how it feels like...hehe) all of a sudden, right? well, this year, probably is the most challenging and painstaking year that i have experienced, really...in terms of environmental and political problems, adjustments, family problems, financial crises, problems with my friends, deterioration of my voice(huhu), hassles with my career, matters of heart, letting go of that someone who, you know, was taken away by Him, sorta like that...i can say that what i've gone through(still going through) is not like you know, an easy thing...there were(are) a lot of emotions that are kinda like you know, trapped inside like, i don't know...maybe because of everything that happened(happens) and the upshot??? oh dear..."a stranger inside my own sanctuary" dahlin'...hehe well, it's a very thrilling prospect 'coz you neeeeed to let some of these stuffs out...but i can't...i just can't and i don't know why? hehe tearful nights were(are) there, like, i wanna run in the middle of the darkness of the street, like yell, scream, and shout...'coz sometimes it feels like i cannot bear all of these loads...like i wanna have my life ended...like i've nowhere to run, no one to run to, i don't why...but...i just think that my problems are just like specks compared to burdens of the Earth...compared to what a lot of less opportune people are submitting to...like they really got nothing in their murky, unctuous hands...like "oh boy! how come they can survive, i mean, with that situation?"...and i realized that you know, we all have our own problems in life...each of us has our own hitches to carry on our shoulders...and God gives those things to us to be stronger and better individuals...like after everything, a better person you are....like, the weight of those encumbrances depend on our capacity...so the thing is, we do not have the entire world on our shoulders...it just feels like that, but actually not...hehe...and after everything that i said(...ang dami kong sinabi eh babati lang ako ng Merry Christmas...hehe) we all come to one conclusion..and that is after everything that had you know, occurred, we still have something to be grateful for, to thank for...like...this Christmas, His day, is the sign of healing...like all wounds will heal(in time)...like this Christmas reminds us that life is not all about me(ROFL kasi sa dami ng sinabi ko parang ako bida ngayong pasko...hehe)(just kidding...hehe)...life is not all about bliss, or richness, and everything, but it is all about enduring every glitches and pains that come along our way in order for us to achieve that happiness...we have to work for our happiness...we have no right to complain if we're not doin' anything...like, we even don't bother to care about what's happening or whatever...hehe and you know, actually, we do not have the right to complain about our problems in life, really...because if you're gonna think about everything that Jesus had sacrificed and had given just save the humanity from the fires of hell and have our filthy souls and body washed and cleansed, and just for us, mga aba at makasalanang tao, to procure eternal life in paradise...we do not have any right to complain, because come to think of it, He did not complain...and that's what i'm really trying to point out from the very beginning of this story...(pinahaba q lang para mas madrama...dpt maawardan aq eh...hehe)...He suffered because of us, like what i sang during the doxology that we had, Science Month 2008..."we are the reason that He gave his life...we are the reason why the Lord suffered and died...to a world that was lost He gave all he could give...to show us the reason to live...to show us the reason, but He is the reason why we live..."...He did that because of AGAPE! you know that? hehe because He loves us...especially me...(just kidding...hehe) and all we have to do, in return, is just to say "fresh na fresh na HHHHHHHeyppy birthday...Happy SOP to HHHHyouu!" every Christmas...and just offer a small sense of gratitude...like let's say this the case in point..."Bestfriend,,,thanks for evahrything...especially for my cute face...hehe"...sorta like that....and share the love of God to our fellowmen, especially those who are in need the most...without the stain of looking forward to recompenses and everything...and that is the real spirit of Christmas, of love...because it is what Christ did...that we have to emulate...not to do exactly the same thing, just sorta like(wag keong pilosopo no? hehe cge ipako nyo sarili nyo sarili nyo sa krus...mga antipatikong to! hehe)...well i'm not saying that i was or i am able to do of those stuffs...pare-preho lang tayo...of course i also my shortcomings as a child of God, and as a "kapwa-tao"...(or should i say lapwa-penguin???hehe)...but i'm also like any other fellas outta here like you know, also one of the rotten tomatoes in the basket, sometimes 'coz there are times...i also question God's plans and ask Him "Dahlin'...why me? why have you forsaken me? why do you need to gimme this and that and these and those and evahrything???" and there are times that i get mad at Him, and like say to Him, "oh boy! i hate cha!"...but you know what? by the end of the day i still end up like down on my knees, like praying to Him, like saying..."dahlin'...i'm sorry, i apologize"...like "oh dear! thanks! another day has been added to my life and i'm still alive...nothing bad had happened to me and to my family...i still have my entire life to straighten the curls up"...and and i'm like, feeling so good because i realized that there's more to life than only bitterness whenever he's saying a big "uh-uh ah" to whatever we're wishing from him or giving us puzzles that we, sometimes, cannot figure where to put the pieces on...like i realized He's doing that not just to thicken the walls of our heart but also to strengthen our faith, so we won't feel alone when we fell like so because He's there, always, really hehe...and of course, i'm trying to do the best of the best that i can to at least do something in my own little ways...in ways that i know...Remember, God is there, where there is hatred and suffering...and we must follow Him...if we feel like the heaven is falling from the sky t'wards us...just follow him...and we'll find relief in His loving arms...
God bless the world and your family...
FELIZ NATAL!
KUNG HIS HSIN NIEN BING CHU SHEN TAN!
SUN TAN CHUK HA HE!
FELIZ NAVIDAD!
SELAMAT HARI NATAL!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
MALIGAYANG PASKO!
WHATEVER!!! hehe
_ang cute q tlga_
KUNG HIS HSIN NIEN BING CHU SHEN TAN!
SUN TAN CHUK HA HE!
FELIZ NAVIDAD!
SELAMAT HARI NATAL!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
MALIGAYANG PASKO!
WHATEVER!!! hehe
hehehehehe
To my family and realtives...BSCoE1, 2, 3, 4 and 5, ECE1, 2, 3, 4 and 5...divinians, mambangnanerz, cabanatuanios, gapangagnerz, wesleyanians, friends, superfriends, special friends(hehe...with "s"? hehe)...and other friends all over the world(international superstar???hehe)...and enemies, and pets...hehe and everyone! hehe gists ko?! hehe
Nothing! hehe just a simple greeting from a simple but cute person like me...hehe well ah, it's the birthday of my twin brother(hehe i wish), the Son of the Father, who is also my father, your father, and their father, and our father...(holy be thy name...thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven...hehe)...have you guys greeted Him already??? hehe i guess so...hehe well let's all thank Him for this wonderful season...yeah, 2009 knocked all of us off with the worst things this world can offer, especially those who were damaged by the typhoons, and other tragedies and catastrophes...ah, of course, i know, it's not easy to feel alright after you know, all these sufferings and pains, like loosing the ones we love(i know how it feels like...hehe) all of a sudden, right? well, this year, probably is the most challenging and painstaking year that i have experienced, really...in terms of environmental and political problems, adjustments, family problems, financial crises, problems with my friends, deterioration of my voice(huhu), hassles with my career, matters of heart, letting go of that someone who, you know, was taken away by Him, sorta like that...i can say that what i've gone through(still going through) is not like you know, an easy thing...there were(are) a lot of emotions that are kinda like you know, trapped inside like, i don't know...maybe because of everything that happened(happens) and the upshot??? oh dear..."a stranger inside my own sanctuary" dahlin'...hehe well, it's a very thrilling prospect 'coz you neeeeed to let some of these stuffs out...but i can't...i just can't and i don't know why? hehe tearful nights were(are) there, like, i wanna run in the middle of the darkness of the street, like yell, scream, and shout...'coz sometimes it feels like i cannot bear all of these loads...like i wanna have my life ended...like i've nowhere to run, no one to run to, i don't why...but...i just think that my problems are just like specks compared to burdens of the Earth...compared to what a lot of less opportune people are submitting to...like they really got nothing in their murky, unctuous hands...like "oh boy! how come they can survive, i mean, with that situation?"...and i realized that you know, we all have our own problems in life...each of us has our own hitches to carry on our shoulders...and God gives those things to us to be stronger and better individuals...like after everything, a better person you are....like, the weight of those encumbrances depend on our capacity...so the thing is, we do not have the entire world on our shoulders...it just feels like that, but actually not...hehe...and after everything that i said(...ang dami kong sinabi eh babati lang ako ng Merry Christmas...hehe) we all come to one conclusion..and that is after everything that had you know, occurred, we still have something to be grateful for, to thank for...like...this Christmas, His day, is the sign of healing...like all wounds will heal(in time)...like this Christmas reminds us that life is not all about me(ROFL kasi sa dami ng sinabi ko parang ako bida ngayong pasko...hehe)(just kidding...hehe)...life is not all about bliss, or richness, and everything, but it is all about enduring every glitches and pains that come along our way in order for us to achieve that happiness...we have to work for our happiness...we have no right to complain if we're not doin' anything...like, we even don't bother to care about what's happening or whatever...hehe and you know, actually, we do not have the right to complain about our problems in life, really...because if you're gonna think about everything that Jesus had sacrificed and had given just save the humanity from the fires of hell and have our filthy souls and body washed and cleansed, and just for us, mga aba at makasalanang tao, to procure eternal life in paradise...we do not have any right to complain, because come to think of it, He did not complain...and that's what i'm really trying to point out from the very beginning of this story...(pinahaba q lang para mas madrama...dpt maawardan aq eh...hehe)...He suffered because of us, like what i sang during the doxology that we had, Science Month 2008..."we are the reason that He gave his life...we are the reason why the Lord suffered and died...to a world that was lost He gave all he could give...to show us the reason to live...to show us the reason, but He is the reason why we live..."...He did that because of AGAPE! you know that? hehe because He loves us...especially me...(just kidding...hehe) and all we have to do, in return, is just to say "fresh na fresh na HHHHHHHeyppy birthday...Happy SOP to HHHHyouu!" every Christmas...and just offer a small sense of gratitude...like let's say this the case in point..."Bestfriend,,,thanks for evahrything...especially for my cute face...hehe"...sorta like that....and share the love of God to our fellowmen, especially those who are in need the most...without the stain of looking forward to recompenses and everything...and that is the real spirit of Christmas, of love...because it is what Christ did...that we have to emulate...not to do exactly the same thing, just sorta like(wag keong pilosopo no? hehe cge ipako nyo sarili nyo sarili nyo sa krus...mga antipatikong to! hehe)...well i'm not saying that i was or i am able to do of those stuffs...pare-preho lang tayo...of course i also my shortcomings as a child of God, and as a "kapwa-tao"...(or should i say lapwa-penguin???hehe)...but i'm also like any other fellas outta here like you know, also one of the rotten tomatoes in the basket, sometimes 'coz there are times...i also question God's plans and ask Him "Dahlin'...why me? why have you forsaken me? why do you need to gimme this and that and these and those and evahrything???" and there are times that i get mad at Him, and like say to Him, "oh boy! i hate cha!"...but you know what? by the end of the day i still end up like down on my knees, like praying to Him, like saying..."dahlin'...i'm sorry, i apologize"...like "oh dear! thanks! another day has been added to my life and i'm still alive...nothing bad had happened to me and to my family...i still have my entire life to straighten the curls up"...and and i'm like, feeling so good because i realized that there's more to life than only bitterness whenever he's saying a big "uh-uh ah" to whatever we're wishing from him or giving us puzzles that we, sometimes, cannot figure where to put the pieces on...like i realized He's doing that not just to thicken the walls of our heart but also to strengthen our faith, so we won't feel alone when we fell like so because He's there, always, really hehe...and of course, i'm trying to do the best of the best that i can to at least do something in my own little ways...in ways that i know...Remember, God is there, where there is hatred and suffering...and we must follow Him...if we feel like the heaven is falling from the sky t'wards us...just follow him...and we'll find relief in His loving arms...
God bless the world and your family...
FELIZ NATAL!
KUNG HIS HSIN NIEN BING CHU SHEN TAN!
SUN TAN CHUK HA HE!
FELIZ NAVIDAD!
SELAMAT HARI NATAL!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
MALIGAYANG PASKO!
WHATEVER!!! hehe
_ang cute q tlga_
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Prologue
"I can't pretend these tears aren't overflowing steadily, I can't prevent this hurt from almost overtaking me; But I will stand and say goodbye, For you'll never be mine, until you know the way it feels to fly!"
Life inside a cocoon is such an enigma for the creatures living outside it.
It is like a sorcerous fairy tale book which is full of secrecy that perplexes everybody and makes us ponder about what's going inside. Bunches of question marks will be roaming around our heads and we begin to formulate our own speculations and suppose personal postulations. And unnoticeably, because our inquisitiveness to know the anwers, this mystery contrains us to begin reading and we unconsiously commit ourselves to a journey to seek for the suplications we are looking for. We invest our time to this journey. This mystery is so magical that we let ourselves be taken into another world, into another dimention that we see only in our dreams.
As we travel, we pass different paths. We see many places, different faces and different walks of living. We meet the different phases of what we are trying to get to the bottom of, without even perceiving that the mystery comprises of all of those things that come along our way and those are like pieces of puzzle that would enable us to see the real picture. And, as we turn each of the pages and go along the story, scanning and skimming the ins and outs, the mystery unveils itself to us. We realize that while we are busy taking our trip, time goes by and the "thingy" inside the cocoon is finally coming out. By then, we begin to discover the wonders of life.
Life is not easy. We need to come across the most feeble hanging bridges and we have to jump over millions of hurdles. We will stumble and get hurt. God gave each of us our own "obstacle relays" to bear for us to overcome and learn from it. That's the edict of life. It makes us face the tests first before giving us the lessons. But one thing for certain, after every fall, a better and stronger person we are when we again take a rise.
Just like a larva, insides its hard cocoon. Inside, only darkness is what it sees. It can't defend itself from the enemies that surround it. It only depends in its ability to blend with the environment, to blend with the color of the twig it hangs in. Storm pounds its cocoon like grains in the mortar, and the sun heats and dries it like clothes suspended in the wire. With all those encumbrance, there is a little chance of survival. But when all the hindrances are over, a glittering "miracle" comes out of the cocoon. A kaleidoscope-winged creature ready to take a flight and face the cruel planet. A butterfly majestically shining its pairs of spectral beauty to the entire globe while flying abandonedly into the sun. It is the fruit of God's assessment.
And now, welcome to my sanctuary here in the cyberspace! Welcome to the tale of my life! Welcome to the Memoir of a Burning Chrysalis!
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